12 years has passed...

One Morning..

Yn pov:

Maa..I don't want to go.. Atleast today please.. said in urgency but with pleading tone

But My God mother Yoona..She wasn't listening

Just repeating that I have go for Training..!!

Yoona:You have too Yn..You know how important it was for Prince Jungkook..You have to know him..You have to learn to control him when -------

Yn:Then I continued her words..When his inner beast come out and for the classes How to be a Good Mistress to him..But she stopped in her place and look at me with a gaze..

No one can tell what she was thinking..But she suddenly walk towards me..I turn my head other side to not look into her eyes..

but suddenly a finger on my chin.. she slowly make me look into her eyes..

Yoona:How you know it Yn...!! Ask confusingly

Yn pov:

I look at her face..I want to chuckle at myself..

How I know it..!? I know this when I get My sense about this world..Everyone around --- Pity me, look at me with those pitiful eyes saying My Everything belongs to Prince Jungkook..

First I didn't understand their words but I understand the words of them at the age of ------- Seven...!!

I.....YN.....the adopted daughter of the Mistress King Jeon Wang..My existence,My everything is belongs to Prince Jungkook..

I am in this World

Just to have a physical Intimacy,to control the beast in him in His ruts for My Cold prince who hate me to the Core..!!

Yoona:I am asking How you know it yn..This time the tone become serious

Yn:I look at her but closed my eyes immediately when I felt tears forming in my eye's..I hug her tightly..

I don't want her to see my tears..I quickly wipe them away and broke the hug..I smiled at her which didn't reach my eyes..

Maa ----- Stop getting Angry..

Aren't I taking the classes for that..How to control the beast..be a partner for his Rut..What's their to be wondered about..But she didn't said anything.. looking at me her eyes filled with love and care but little pity..

I smiled Inside,How can all of the eyes around me filled With pity and sad while looking at me..but

Now -- I got used to it

But suddenly she cupped my cheeks and caressed it a little

Yoona:Don't think like this Yn..when You know Nothing..!!

Yn pov:

Nothing..!! I want to laugh loudly..

I don't know anything.. Really !? I know my First Entrance in the Grand hall..I know How luna of this province demand me To repay for Raising me as Becoming the Mistress of Young prince

I know Everything Maa..But I am glad and happy to be in your arms and to be grown up in your hands with love

Yoona: " YN..!! I called her but she--- she was lost in her thoughts

Yn:I come out my Painful memories of my past and smiled at her and nodded after remembering her word's and said

Forgive me Maa said while smiling But suddenly she hug me

Yoona:I know You don't like to trained..But it's for

Prince Jung-----

Yn:Maaa ----

I cut off her and broke the hug slowly and said - I know Maa...

Yn pov:

Isn't My whole existence is for him and the training it's just a part of in it..

Yoona:I smiled and carrresed her cheeks and said let's go..You are getting late or your Master will get angry !!

Yn:I smiled but it didn't reach my eyes..I nodded and we both  way out of the room and walking in the halls I am really not happy to be

His Mi------ whatever

but I have to...I don't have another option Also..

Yoona:I listen Prince Jungkook liked your Sword fighting yesterday..!!

Yn pov:

LIKE --- Me and the things I do..It would be a great lie..I don't know who spread this Rumour.. Never in this life or next life-- Prince Jungkook will never like me or my Existence..

He hate me to the Core..He never want to stay in a place where I stand for 5 minutes..He will left the place within the minutes..

I Still remember his Cold eyes that makes my whole body Shiver..His Frozen stares that I have to feel every day..His stares feel nothing but hate and cold towards me

The Jeon king tied me to the prince Jungkook as His Mistress as soon as I come to this world.. Not knowing he will hate to the core when he growing up..

I clearly remember when I met him for the first time..

It was Prince 9th birthday..I was super excited..I want to befriend with him..Who doesn't want..Prince Jungkook is Charming..So Handsome literally from the Childhood..

Every One likes him including me..But Me didn't stop at liking but it's turned into love..After clearly knowing how much he hates me and My existence...

That day------- I was super happy for his birthday..I made a flower crown for Jungkook with Rare flowers which I was learnt from Yoona Maa..but mostly she Did..I thought to wish him first out of all...

So,I sneakily Walk through the halls to reach the young prince Chamber..I slowly opened the door without making much noice..But I saw was stuck in my heart upto Now.. Maybe it will remain life long

The prince Jungkook looking so Good but I can't seem him clearly because the darkness of the room but The moon light Apparently falling on his Golden Skin making look like his He is some kind of an Angel from Heaven's..

I couldn't look at him properly in the dark room but I can feel his Gaze on me..His stuck on me

But suddenly moon lights fallen on him again

His doe eyes was so beautiful but ----

He was Cold,silent and looking at me..It really make Shiver down through my Spine..

I slowly raised my Hand and shown the flower crown that I made for him..But he didn't said anything just looking at me with his Cold eyes

I shyly took the step forward..I was about to take another but suddenly his voice

Jungkook:DON'T ----

I halted and frozen on my spot,His voice Echoed in the chamber..

My eyes filled with Tears but Me--- stubborn again try to please him and said

I just bring the gift for your Birthday Your Highness..I took the another step forward but suddenly he---

Jungkook:GO BACK !!

Yn:I felt scared and take steps backwards..I kept looking at the ground..But I can feel his Gaze on me..I lift my eyes to look at him but I felt scared by his Stares..Suddenly THUD sound -----

A vase fallen from the near Table or Prince Jungkook did intentionally..Tears rolled down from my cheeks..The flower crown in my hands fell on the floor..

I take step backward and lift my dress and ran out of the room while crying..

He didn't want to be friend with

Me..That's why he intentionally broke the vase to Scare me..

I ran to my and Maa room..she was sleeping peacefully..I climbed on the bed and Cried while hugging her..But she woke up because of my cries and Ask what happened..!!

I told everything what happened..but she chuckled and said You mistook Yn..And she try to comfort me ..

But how can I mistook --- His cold eyes and his intentional actions..

I slept in her arms while crying..After I didn't talk or went near him for one year..

But after I Calm down myself but it really took one year for me..

Then One day --- I clearly remember it..I will never forget that day in my life

This is the place where I came every day..I sat near the small tiny lake in the Jeon palace and I started playing with water making it sprinkle out..

I took the Lotus and started playing with it while giggling and admiring it..but suddenly I listen foot Sounds..I froze on my spot but immediately stand up and composed my posture to look at the person but ---

My breath hitched when I saw Prince Jungkook..

He was looking at me with the same Frozen stares..it was never leaving me..I closed my fist in nervous..but suddenly he spoke

Jungkook:COME HERE ------

Yn:His come out as like a command..I closed my eyes in tension but slowly take step forward..but suddenly foot got slipped and making me fall but I thought to hold Prince in that Moment--

But instead I push him in the lake accidentally..I widened my eyes and inside the lake..Bubbles are floated up..Tears are already flowing out..

JUNGKOOK ----

I shout in fear But suddenly he came up the water like nothing happened and he come open his eyes..I widened my eyes while looking at his eyes.. it's glowing DEEP RED.....!!

I felt scared and immediately ran out from the place while crying..Red eye's means He got angry because I called his Name and accidentally pushing him in the lake..I come to the room and cried my heart out..

Why everything I do ended up Jungkook hating me more..

After two days ------ I gather myself and thought to write an Apology letter to him because I don't Have to dare stand infront of him anymore..

J ----- I immediately strike the letter and write

Your Highness,

                         Forgive me for that I did..It happened accidentally..I know you are Angry..Sorry for what I did..But it was unintentional..I am ready for the any punishment you give for me.. But please accept my apology..

                                                                              ----YN

I neatly fold the letter and search for a specific person..I smiled when I found that person

Yoongi hyung -------- I quietly walk towards him and tapped on the shoulder..He flinched with the sudden Appearance but didn't mind.. he smiled softly at me..

Yoongi:What happened Yn..!!

Yn:Hyung..Can you ---- can you give this to Prince Jungkook Now..

He looked at the letter in my hands for a second after he smiled a little and nodded his head

Then I immediately hide behind a pillar,Saw yoongi hyung going towards the Prince..but the Prince didn't read it..He just Crushed the letter and throw it aside

I look at the scene with teary eyes,the way his face filled with irritation and Anger..

I AM UNWORTHY TO HIM.......!!

With that I ran away from the place..but that incident Never faded from my h

eart..

— An Alpha

— Min Yoongi

— Chief Advisor's Son

— Next Chief Advisor to Prince Jungkook

— Close friend of Jungkook

— Skilled in swordsmanship and court matters

— Brave and loyal, but cold